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[Nov. 22nd, 2004|06:46 pm]
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[killa beat |elliot, old but new to me]

i am trying to find purpose. i have never felt so uncertain. my parents told me my entire life  be whatever you want to be, just be happy. suddenly its become-be whatever you want to be, just be happy, and make sure you are applying to med school. i want to paint and i want to travel and i want to be creative, hell, i wouldnt mind doing makeup for a while longer. i hate 4-year planners and i hate even more that i didnt follow one. sorry to the maybe 2 people reading, i hate talking about this, i just need to get it out. i have cold hands and a cold nose. i know i sound spoiled. i wish things were different. i feel trapped.

i keep having these dreams, like 3 nights in a row, maybe more that i cant remember, i would really like these dreams to stop. if anyone knows how to make bad dreams go away please let me know. i need an anja revolution.


From: this_old_show
2004-11-23 03:05 pm (UTC)

the solution

disneyland... where all your dreams come true.

or how about that disney movie... the sword in the stone

or how about a knifes tale

or how about "dare YOU to move"

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[User Picture]From: star_in_the_sky
2004-11-24 12:40 am (UTC)
Hi, I do believe you should add me little lady.
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[User Picture]From: takemetonite
2004-11-24 11:27 am (UTC)
HI lovely, you are soooooo added.
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