||[Feb. 1st, 2005|07:02 pm]
i didnt think i would write again. i thought maybe things were settled, or hopeless. but things are changing again, so i thought i would share.
for the first time ever i feel like i am really standing up for myself, i think this is hope for maybe one day deciding what i want and what makes me happy. this is good.
for the first time i had to say goodbye to a very good friend. not goodbye that ends a friendship, but a goodbye that kind of ends an era. now i think ill just have to go to vegas for the baby.
for the first time i feel for a person in a way i never thought i could or would or wanted to right now. but i do. and i like it. here's to valentines day bitches.
so with all that said, i too miss jack in the box teriyaki bowls
happy black history month negros